A Subconcious Reality

A sudden chill
A feeling that someone might push
Far less scary then the feeling to jump over
I stood on the edge of the precipice
Wondering, what's beyond
Next thing I could remember
Was the sole influence of gravity.

I slowly open my eyes
Swimming through the oceans like the shadow of a kite
I could still feel the fright
Besides all the fun, one thing I forgot
Was this my last flight
And then I feel again, that sudden chill.

There was a way to make it all end
All I had to do was to hold myself together
But in the stillness of the night,
Couldn't make everything alright
And when I looked back
Everythin faded, Every thought turned black.

I wokeup with a sudden fright, wondering
Was it a dream or a frightful reality
That I couldn't believe with my eyes open
All I could capture was a glimse of the thought
Not able to put together the pieces
I wonder where I lost my tranquility.