The Meaning.

I took the long road
Knowing that I had no reason
There was a voice that kept asking
Where is it that you are going
I had no reply
But I knew it wasn't without any meaning
Smile on my face even after the shoes were torn
Heat was on, wind blowing hot
Not a single drop of water
I had faith, I knew I wasn't dreaming
Every drop of blood was the proof
Ground seemed shaking
Although it wasn't the ground
I knew it wasn't the end
When I had fallen
With those who were already falling
Then I realized something
I had found the meaning

O My Sweet Slumber.

O my sweet slumber where 've u been gone
All the time u were around,
I could feel myself off the ground
Changed has the time since then,
Now I'm restless and I'm stoned
Eyes burning, mind out of control
Hasnt' been a moment ever since
When I 'vent tried to turn around
Looks like a night feels like a fire
Burning all the pages spilling the colors
Night's almost over fire's still burning
Time's running out, no one to see
No one to help, nothing to work on
Eyes still open, mind's all gone blank
Wandering in the shadows
Trying to find smething full of meaning
More than anything, all that's missing
Is only a moment in the silence
No worries, nothing to think about
I'm still tryin, that's what I do
And yet the same feeling

Victim Of The Game.

All through the night I was wondering
Why does someone believe in fate
When I woke up one morning
In midst of clouds and eager darkness
Followed by the emptiness
Which got me thinking back through the time again
When I was a child
Never cared for a dime
Believed in my life, singing every rhyme
Then came a phase killing the child
Charging like an angry bull
Running hungry in the wild
People started talking, cursing, giving names
Why did it matter and why did they care
Everything all around wanted me to change
I stood at the point where I was to blame
There was no turning there was just pain
I woke up again deciding to change
And Before I could start over again
Time had already played the game

Deception

I walked the long road
One thing running through my mind
When would the destination come
In the midst of the journey
Something caught the interest of my eye
Seemed like a mirage
I went closer, couldn't believe what I saw
Beauty, Comfort, and all sorts f pleasure
All the joy one could dream of
Then there was the pain
An unbearable sting I couldn't resist
Strong enough to make even the warriors cry
Accompanying the pain was a smile
In the ticks of the clock
I couldn't realize till the end
No one did, who would've thought
That was the face of temptation
Under the covers of deception