A Subconcious Reality

A sudden chill
A feeling that someone might push
Far less scary then the feeling to jump over
I stood on the edge of the precipice
Wondering, what's beyond
Next thing I could remember
Was the sole influence of gravity.

I slowly open my eyes
Swimming through the oceans like the shadow of a kite
I could still feel the fright
Besides all the fun, one thing I forgot
Was this my last flight
And then I feel again, that sudden chill.

There was a way to make it all end
All I had to do was to hold myself together
But in the stillness of the night,
Couldn't make everything alright
And when I looked back
Everythin faded, Every thought turned black.

I wokeup with a sudden fright, wondering
Was it a dream or a frightful reality
That I couldn't believe with my eyes open
All I could capture was a glimse of the thought
Not able to put together the pieces
I wonder where I lost my tranquility.

Imprisoned.

It was the time of the silence
Which had engulfed the freedom of my words
There was nothing I could change
Nothing in the world could make me feel better
Tried everything in my power, all in vain
Over and over again in my mind
Had I played the song without the rhyme?
It wasn't' the rhyme, werent' the lyrics either
Something else had to bring it to life
Lying there in front of me; a lifeless matter
Dead to the world, spoke to me as the answer
In the midst of the chaos it made the rendezvous
And then it was all crystal, no worries no dilemma
Only thing left to do now; I finally made my stand
Now holding the key in my hand and the strength to fight
Singing the song with a cry from the heart
I had to make the world listen
Listen to the words that were to follow
I'm longing for freedom
I've become a despicable soul
chained in my world….imprisoned in this fate.

Scared.

In the midst of a dream
I could feel the wind
Running scared through the darkness
I could almost see the sun
Drowning in the waters
Slipping off the edge
Waiting here forever
Would it be so easy to pretend

Beginning.

Standing on the highway
Confused, lost and shattered
Trying to find my way
Out of the darkness into the emptiness
Thinking of a new beginning
Only if I can get my thoughts together
All it needed was a push
Had lost hope in getting what I wanted
Everything seemed so intense
Then there was a morning
Leaving all the despair into ashes
Turned out to be the evolution
Of a new mind freed from the chains of darkness

Change.

Took me a lifetime to understand
What should have been an instant
Came to my senses when I had missed the chance
Nothing could be done to make it go away
It was bound to happen, I had that notion
The time was not the same
Then it all started to change
When I started to give it a thought
People started to doubt and laugh

Farewell.

It was unlike other mornings
The first time I walk'd down that road
All I could think of was the rain
When it start'd to rain
All I could think was to take a shelter
When I ran to take a shelter
Suddenly it felt good to be in the rain
When I start'd to enjoy the rain
There was darkness
There was something scary in that darkness
Soon I was no more scar'd
Then it was a new beginning and a new life
And there were no more thoughts
Everything was silent and no fear
Every face lost the smile replaced by a tear....

Evolution.

Running away from the light
Making a way into the darkness
Trying to reach out to the ones
Who don't even seem to care
Looking back when there was no one inside
It all came down crashing
Eventually had to face the reality
Every face fades away into the emptiness
And all ends like a dream
Pretending that nothing changes
There's always something left behind
Hard ways, hard choices and yet
A single destination to reach
They call it the grave
I give it the name, Evolution